One of the blogs I follow does a post on most Sundays called “My Sunday List” and I enjoy it very much. So I’m going to try that out today.
“I still hold on to the hope that I can one day heal everything in me which is broken” -Kalen Dion
I am currently reading “She’s Too Pretty to Burn” by Wendy Heard. It is a YA sapphic thriller. I am halfway through it and I like the way the author is building the tension.
I’m still jamming out hard to “Little Girl Gone” by CHINCHILLA. I just love the energy and vibe.
Aspen gnawing on her headless cow. She is so needy most of the time, but so cute when she is playing.
Made my bed
Took a shower
And of course writing the blog. Some days this is as good as it gets.
Tonight is date night and we are doing an art night. It was my suggestion, but I still don’t know what creative project to work on. I have some cross-stitch but that never really feels like art, more like craft. I could color, but I’m kind of thinking of doing another collage painting. I really enjoy those.
My Avalanche are playing game 7 tonight. It’ll be on in the background.
Also I came across a video on Twitter of two women ice dancing. So amazing – check it out: https://twitter.com/twizzloop/status/1652592741359173632?t=FJlduJYCiMQBkZfFWduufg&s=19
Tomorrow is my dad’s birthday. He would’ve been 82 years old. My relationship with him is complicated even now that he’s gone. Sometimes I really miss him but mostly I’m grateful he’s not around. I hate saying that but it’s true. I don’t think I would have been brave enough to come out and he is the one I blame for my religious trauma, so it’s hard to celebrate him. But tomorrow is also Beltane so I will light a candle in honor of his existence as my existence wouldn’t be possible without his.
Take care of yourselves and Beltane Blessings my friends.