Sunday Stuff

Quote

“From the Buddhist perspective, it is impossible to build personal happiness on the sufferings of others.” – Daisaku Ikeda

Book

“Crying in H Mart” by Michelle Zauner

A memoir I probably never would have read if it weren’t this month’s selection for book club, but I’m glad I did. It’s not an easy read in places, not because it is poorly written (it’s not) but because her grief and guilt are so precisely portrayed.

I wish I had listened to it instead of reading it though. The names of the Korean dishes and ingredients are so integral to the story, and I would love to know how to pronounce them.

Song

“Nothing Compares 2 U” by Sinead O’Connor as sung in tribute by Pink and Brandi Carlile.

World Cup

I wish I could say I have been avidly watching and keeping track of all the games, but the truth is I’ve only watched the two US matches. I’ve just been too busy trying to unpack and settle in to watch any other games. Hopefully, I’ll get to continue watching the US team, if not the other matches, all the way to the championship game.

Something I’m Thinking About

 I’ve officially been in the Bible Belt for only a week now and I’ve already been a part of two conversations about which churches are the most inclusive. The pressure to conform and fit in is no joke and it doesn’t help that I can’t seem to find any of my people out here. I’ve had my old group send requests through their channels and I’ve reached out here, but I can’t get anyone to return my messages. I know everything works slower down here but I really wish this was an exception.

I’m feeling in strong need of my community. I cannot go back to church. I still have way too much trauma to work through.

Tarot Reading

What does this week hold for me?

Past – Six of Wands Upright – What we’ve been working toward together has come to a successful conclusion. The future between us seems bright and can bring us much joy.

Present – Six of Pentacles Reversed – This card is reminding me to make sure I give to myself…a little self-care goes a long way. However, it is also necessary to be mindful of taking on new debt.

Future – Nine of Cups Reversed – Now is the time to reconnect with your goals and dreams and recommit to bringing them to fruition.

Sometimes this stuff is just so spot on it’s creepy.

My Wish

My hope is that all of us find our community, one filled with love, respect, and friendship.  

Be well, my friends.