A Wish

Today is going to be a hard day for the woman I love, and I am here, not there.

I didn’t get permission to write about this beforehand, so I won’t give specifics. She has told me that she trusts me, but this feels too close to put out into the universe without her permission.

Instead, I’ll make this about me…how helpless I feel being so far away knowing that she’s hurting…how guilty I feel about not planning this move around this day…how ick I feel making this about me.

I often wonder if I’m a narcissist. Writing this blog puts the focus on me most of the time and really feels so self-indulgent, especially today.

So maybe I won’t indulge anymore today. How about I just keep this short and say:

Tennessee, I wish you a day of healing and peace. I love you.